2 months!

Wow. 2 months old. We have received letters and cards from near and far regarding our little heart warrior, it's just amazing how many people we have reached!

I haven't updated lately because there hasn't been much to report on. No news is good news! He just got home from his 2 month appointment. He is 13.1 lbs and 23.5 inches long. He is doing great! He eats a lot, and sleep great. He's starting to be more alert now, which is fun, and he smiles so big it makes my heart melt.

Corbin loves him and he's a great big brother. He still has his days when he forgets he's not an only child anymore, haha. All in all, everything is on track. Logan is a healthy little guy, if you didn't know about his issues you'd think he was a perfectly healthy baby. We couldn't be happier! Thank you all again for all of your thoughts and prayers! We will update when we have anything new to mention. Take care!

Cardiology Appointment

Today was Logans first cardiologist appointment since coming home. He did excellent.

His sats were 85% which is right where they want them. His blood pressure was great and his lungs sounded perfect. We were told we could discontinue his Lasix medication, as he shouldn't need it anymore. The doctor was thrilled with how good he looks.

Unfortunately at this time it is too early to get an idea of what is next. The doctor mentioned a procedure called 'The Glenn Procedure" which I have read about previously. It is another shunt procedure, and not a permanent fix. But whether or not they will do it is just a theory right now.

They expect that his next surgery will be within 8-10 months. We go back in 4 months for another checkup. Everyone seems very pleased with his progress. He just needs to gain weight now!

I also wanted to add that we welcome visitors! We just ask that if you or your kids are sick that you wait until you're feeling better. A simple common cold can land Logan in the hospital rather quickly. Thank you in advance.

Welcome home!

Ah, it's so good to be home and all together again! Logan has been doing great and Corbin is adjusting, sort of. Haha. Logan went to the doctors yesterday and will go back next week. They really want to make sure he is gaining weight. He has been doing very well with eating, there are still times he struggles but otherwise he's improving. He is on Lasix, a medication to help get rid of excess fluid. This is to help prevent congestive heart failure. Aspirin and a multivitamin. So the medication regime isn't bad at all.

He has a 24/7 on call nurse that works in the area, so it's comforting to know there is someone close by that can come check him out if we have any concerns that aren't 9-1-1 worthy. She will come to the house once a week just to check on him.

His chest incision looks good. There is no longer a bandage on it.
We still have to wait to give him a bath but I can't wait to see if he likes the water. Corbin loved it, and still does.

He has an appointment with the cardiologists on wednesday. I'm not sure exactly what they will be doing, but I'm sure and echocardiogram and hopefully we'll get insight as to what the future holds. I will update once we have that appt. Otherwise, all is well. We are so grateful to have him home.

4 weeks

Is how long Logan has been looking at hospital walls. 4 weeks in a hospital bed, 4 weeks of us eating hospital food, 4 weeks of going back and forth from home to the hospital and 4 weeks of waiting.

We can finally see the light at the end. The doctor told me yesterday that she wants us out of here by Friday. His output from his chest tube, which we have been struggling with, was finally under 25. If he can keep it low, his tube will come out. Then all we have to do is work on eating.

They took out his NG tube and are expecting him to eat and gain weight on his own. This puts alot of pressure on him and us. He has a hard time eating and it can be very frustrating. It is amazing, after all he has been through, this is what we are having trouble with. Something as "easy" as eating. He has trouble staying awake to eat, and when he's awake he sometimes coughs because he gets ahead of himself. We have to take our time because he doesn't know how to suck and swallow and breath at the right times. He breathes fast because of his heart issues and it makes it hard for him to catch his breath sometimes. He has come a long way, but it is still a slow process when we feed him. He has to work really hard to eat, which makes him tired, and then he falls asleep. When he had the NG tube, it wasn't such an issue because we knew whatever he didn't eat,  we would just give it to him through the tube..but we don't have that option anymore. The only way to get it into him is for him to eat. It's tough. Who would have thought this would be one of the hardest parts?...

I am so excited to come home, I'm terrified, but excited. I am going to miss our friends we have made at the hospital and their little heart warriors. I am going to miss having a doctor around the corner to answer my questions. But I cannot wait for Corbin and Logan to begin their bond. I cannot wait for the craziness to ensue in our household.

Just a quick shout out to one couple in particular, Trish, her husband Aaron and their heart warrior Zander. We are so happy to have met you and be a part of your journey even though it was only for a short time. It was nice to be able to forget about what we were all going through and visit and laugh with you guys at night before bed. You two are incredible and you inspire me.

We are so thankful to have had such an uneventful recovery, it isn't typical. I can only hope this is how all of his recoveries will be. We were told we will be back in 6-8 months for his next open heart surgery. So, as happy as we are that this is over, before we know it, we will be starting all over again. It's hard to think about. In the meantime, we will give Logan as much love as we possibly can. Every moment with him is especially special.

I will keep you all posted when we are busting out of the joint. Fingers crossed for Friday!

Room Air

Logan is now off of supplemental oxygen and doing just fine keeping his O2 levels where they should be. Someties when he gets upset they get a little low, but that is to be expected. We have been working on feeding him with bottles, and he has good days and bad. Some days he will eat all of the bottle and others he really struggles and gets too upset. They have been fortifying my breastmilk with more calories so that he will gain weight.

The speech therapist helped Jake with some pointers on how to feed Logan. We lay him on his side with his feet towards us and his head away, and when he eats we have to count 10 gulps and stop so that he can catch his breath. This seems to work really well. Our only issue is that he falls asleep in the middle of eating and he is very hard to keep away. Even with the old cold wet washcloth trick!

We have also been moved out of the intensive care unit and we are in the new part of the Childrens Hospital. We have a nice big room.

Last night when we came to feed Logan the nurse was about to change his dressings, so we waited and watched. When he changed his dressing for the chest tube we noticed that it had come out. The tube is held in place by one stitch. The stitch had pulled out of the skin and was about an inch away from where it should be. This causes major concern because they worry about air getting into his chest cavity. So, with it being a Sunday and 10pm, it was a little hectic trying to get ahold of all of the appropriate people. He needed a chest x-ray to check the tubes placement, which ended up being just fine, and there was no air in his chest cavity, so they decided to just stitch it back in where it was. I wish they could have just taken it out, but his drainage has still been a little too high for them to remove it. He is a pretty tough guy, he took the stitch with no local anesthetic and didnt make a peep. Tough guy.

This morning we are going to continue with his feeds, and we were told we have to do a car seat trial. We have to put him in our car seat for an hour and make sure his airway stays open and his chubby little head doesnt fall forward too much to close off his airway. I feel like we are getting closer and closer to coming home. We have to get the chest tube out in order for that to be a possibilty, so hopefully just a few more days!! Hes doing great!

Jake wanted me to add that we can see the helicopter pad from our room. :) 

My Superhero

Where to begin, Logan has been doing great, as usual. He was moved into his privte room, which is really nice! They took out his arterial line in his leg because they no longer needed daily blood draws. Before he was moved he was on 100% oxygen at a flow rate of 4. He has been weaning for a few days and is now down to 50% at a flow of 1 and he is maintaining his oxygen levels. They want his o2 saturation levels to be between 75-85, he will never have 100% o2 saturation like most of us do, but thats to be expected. They are happy with his numbers.

Once we were moved we were basically given free reigh over him. We can pick him up whenever we want, we can change his diapers, we can dress him. It is just amazing. It is starting to feel normal, besides the environment. I have been taking full advantage of these opportunities. Yesterday we had a nurse whom I hadnt met before, and I was holding Logan and she asked if I wanted to do skin to skin, which I had never done, and I was a little hesitant, but she insisted. So, we did. I took my top off and we stripped him down. She said, if he looks like he wants to breastfeed, you can try. I was blown away, I was like.... WHAT?! So, we gave it a shot. At first he just kept getting frustrated, he would latch and then let go. Eventually we gave up and just let him lay on me, the nurse left. Logan began rooting again so I gave it another shot, and he latched!! He breastfed for about a minute, maybe 2. It wasnt long, but it was incredible. I didnt even think to ask about breastfeeding him, it never even crossed my mind. I am so thankful for that nurse.

He still has an NG tube, and as of this morning they have stopped feeds for 8 hours, and we are to offer him food in a bottle or by breast, to see how he does. Theyre hope is that by stopping feeds he will feel the sensation of emptiness, and want to eat in a sitting. They are going to offer him a bottle at nighttime, but at during those hours, whatever he doesnt eat, will be put in his NG tube.

They took him off of his EKG monitor, they are no longer checking his heart rate or respirations. The only thing on the monitor is his o2 saturation level. He still has his chest tube for drainage. We were told his output has to be below 20 for 24 hours before it will come out and it is typically one of the last things to come out. The doctor said he is at 30 right now, so itll be a few more days.

I couldnt be happier, he is amazing. I am so proud of how strong he is. All of these heart babies are incredible. Theyre super heros!

Jake and Corbin are coming up today. Itll be nice now that we are in a private room, Corbin wont have AS much to get into. My plan is to stay here as long as possible with Corbin before we have to go home. He can only handle being here for a few days, but we will see what happens. Its not easy to keep him content, especially in a hospital setting, and its really no place for him to be hanging out in.

Thats about all I have for now. We are going to work on feeding and wean off the oxygen, once thats done and they are happy, I cant see why we couldnt go home. I am starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Reunited

It feels so good to be back up here with Logan. Oh, and Jake too. ;)

Logan is doing well. He's made a lot of progress while I was away. When I left he was on 10 different fluids and medications and drips, now, he has 2. He is no longer on any heart medication and the fluid he is getting is just supplementing for his electrolytes and calories. He has the NG tube still because he doesn't tolerate a bottle yet. He has had trouble with his respirations, he breathes too fast, especially when he's upset, but it is too hard for him to suck, swallow and breathe all at the same time and he gets frustrated which only makes things worse. So we are sticking to the NG tube until they can figure out how to get his breathing under control.

Some of the reason for his rapid breathing is that part of his upper right lobe of his lung is collapsed. (This isn't new, I must have just forgotten to add it in my other posts) they do what is called a chest BT, where they take a small pocket mask, one you'd use to put over the baby's mouth and nose to create a seal for a bag to push oxygen, and they cup it in their hand and basicially, for lack of a better term, beat his chest and back. This helps to break up any mucus and hopefully open up the alveoli. They have been doing this for about a week now and he is slowly getting better.

Not much has changed since I got here yesterday. He's kind of at a stand still but they took out the IV line that was in his neck as they weren't using it anymore and didn't need it. He looks so much more comfortable. They are talking about taking the arterial line out of his leg and just replacing it with what they call a PICC line. They will use the PICC line to draw blood instead of having to poke him everytime. He also has an IV in his arm incase they need to give him anything, it's mainly just there for precaution. Once he gets the arterial line out of his leg he can wear clothes!! I brought a few outfits for him and I can't wait for him to try them on.

He was upgraded from the small NICU incubator bed to a fancy little crib. He likes it.

His little voice is coarse and raspy when he tries to cry or scream because of the tube he had. Poor buddy. All in all we are very happy with his progress and even though it has slowed down a bit it is okay. We are on Logan time and he can take whatever he needs. He has blown us away with how great he's done thus far and if he wants to take a break so be it.

We will wait.

I had to say goodbye to Jake today as he needed to go home and be with Corbin. It's hard to say goodbye and be all alone, but in a few months we will look back and it will just be a memory.